13 days left till my 26th birthday. I am not sure if I should be looking forward to it or not. I know it wouldn't make much difference. We're all growing older day by day. Time is eternal: past, present, future. Ever changing horizon of life, for the better or for worse.
I wondered if I am becoming too obsessed of myself and of my issues? Should I just forget myself and go to work, without giving myself time to heal or put the broken heart together? "Time will heal" people would say. Would keeping myself busy and thinking less of myself would help me heal at all? What do I need to do exactly to be able to be happy again and not be so fearful of myself?
I merely wanted something I can find balance with myself and someone else, sharing the life together, so I can think of myself and my partner, giving better purpose and motivation to live for in my life. I guess that's why I liked being married.... I still hated being single. Though a thought in mind says the Lord can become my partnership in my life.... But it's not the same.
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