Of course, many people are wondering or creating a list of new (or old) goals for the new year in their life. While most people aim to lose weight, especially because of all the parties for Thanksgiving, Christmas, and New Year, I am suppose to aim to gain weight. Of course in order to do that, eat five times a day...not a meal...but little bit of everything. Eat like a Hobbit. It may require plenty of planning and good list of food that would keep up with me, that are easy and quick to snack on, yet healthy enough to help balance out the system my body needs in order to recover.
Turned out that I won't be able to spend 2011 in Virginia, where I lived for a year and half in Roanoke. So much for living on my own. Loved my job. Location was nice enough where everything is close by. Living with a guy was fun, but it was a wrong guy. A shame that breaking up can't last long, and makes things worse. For safety sake, because of my weak willpower or corrupted emotions, to continue my life, the best thing to do is to move out of state, along with the protective/restraining order in hand that will expires two years later. Yeah, it was that bad.
Where will I be? Back to living with my parents in Oregon. Excited? Not really. Pretty much everything crumbled and like many things, have to start over again. I know it is not fun indeed, but for successful people, it is for the best. Who knows what comes along now in the next new life. New life or same old? Good question. Let's see....Skimming through my past five years of my life...yes there's improvement here and there...but alas the pattern remains the same, same cycle I endure. Surely there is hope, but I don't quite hang on it it. Am I becoming too comfortable with my old self now? Ah the punishment I give myself whenever I begin to improve. Weird I know. It doesn't seem right at all...not normal at all....
